I finally told my employer on Friday that I will be leaving in the next few months. It was way harder than I thought! I actually cried, LOL. I can't believe how understanding and happy they were for me. I've formed a bond with my boss and my co-workers of the last year and its going to be hard to leave! But I'm ready to live my dream!
Still waiting on my waiver to go through...really don't know how long that will take. I hope it doesn't take forever, I'M SO READY TO GO! I need a change, so does Ben. We are ready for a new beginning on the
west coast. I'm really sad that I will be apart from Ben for 5 months or more, but it will be worth it at the end.
I'm going to be coming back to practicing today after an unintended hiatus last week. After all the stress and everything from the beginning of the week, I kinda just wanted to relax...so I did! It was nice, but I know I have to get back to it this week. I'm still debating about doing a recital in Colorado, but without a ship date, its hard to plan for it right now. I'm also thinking about doing one in Rochester at some point...I guess I need to start making some decisions! This week I'm going to play through some music and kind of figure out a potential program. I'm thinking...duets? Chamber music? I don't know, it will be difficult because I will have limited time to rehearse. I also have to think of a venue....something free or relatively cheap! I'm broke :-P
Lots to think about and plan for this week! I'll try to keep updated on my progress.
August 23, 2010
August 19, 2010
Music and MEPS
Its been a crazy few days, and I finally feel like sitting down and writing. Concert Sunday, and then I finally made it to MEPS this week. But I'll start at the beginning. I had the pleasure of playing Debussy's Prelude to the Afternoon of a Faun with the chamber group, Ad hoc. We played the chamber arrangement of it, which, according to the score was "arranged under the auspices of Arnold Schoenberg". I assume that meant that one of his students was the arranger? Whatever. Its actually a pretty good arrangement for strings (solo strings in our case), flute, oboe, clarinet, piano, and harmonium (and apparently there are about 6 crotale notes - we didn't have it and nobody noticed haha). The clarinet part is about the same as the full orchestra version with additions here and there to replace bassoon and english horn parts...including the English horn solo towards the end, which is extremely awkward on clarinet! I really enjoy the part and I feel privileged to be involved in such great music-making.
That's a faun, by the way.
On Friday, I got an email from the organizer/conductor asking if I had anything to play as a solo (basically the way the concerts work is that there is one big piece, and then we fill in with solos/chamber music). She was contacting me because I had initially shown interest in playing the Poulenc Sonata for one of the concerts, but my practicing has gone a little to the wayside so I decided not to pursue it. But I felt bad about backing out, so I decided to play the adagio movement from the Mozart Concerto. It was easy (ish) for me, and also easy for the pianist, so I thought that would be a good one since I only had 2 days to prepare, and it truly is a gem in the repertoire. So I got in touch with one of the pianists involved in the concert and we rehearsed on Saturday morning. I had never actually performed the movement, so it was probably good that i was doing this. The performance went really well, I was pleased. I even had enough time to work out some ornamentation! I was feeling my creative juices flowing, it felt great.
In other news, I took off a day of work to go to MEPS (means "military enlistment processing station"). I arrived at the hotel on Monday night (all paid for), and prepared for the 4:45am wake up call the next morning. My roommate was also a Navy girl, but she was shipping out to boot camp the next day. Yikes! That will be me soon! Anyway, I got a free meal in the hotel restaurant which was actually really good. In the morning, my roommate and I went down at 5am (!!) to eat breakfast. Out off all the thirty some that were there, only 4 of us were girls! Breakfast was really good, it was nice and hot, and of course, free. The bus came at 5:45 to take us to the station, and we arrived at about 6am.
The thing I noticed most about my day was how organized everything was. Yes, a flood of enlistees came in the door at 6am, but we were sorted very quickly, and there was never any question in my mind of where I needed to be at any given time. I was always given very specific instructions which I appreciated (even telling me which chair in the waiting room to sit in!). I spent all morning in the medical department - it was the only thing I had left to do because I already had a job unlike everyone else, and I had already taken the ASVAB. If you want, you can read about what I had to do here: http://usmilitary.about.com/od/joiningthemilitary/a/mepsglance.htm It was a lot. I even had to pee in front of some lady, that was fun. LOL
Throughout the morning, I met with the head medical guy several times. I grew to really hate him, he was almost manipulative with his questioning. Eventually, he told me I was disqualified medically because of some gyno surgery I had back in 2007 to zap some pre-cancerous cells. I've had negative lab tests since Feb 2008 and I'm still apparently disqualified. So lame. There is a very good chance that I can get a waiver, but its not guaranteed. So I'm waiting and hoping for right now. I really don't know what I will do if I am permanently disqualified, I seriously almost broke down in tears when the guy told me that it was a possibility. I'm hoping things will work out though.
I got done with everything at around noon, but unfortunately my ride didn't come to pick me up until after 2:30! I tried to keep a positive attitude throughout the whole thing, there was soooo much waiting around throughout the day. It wasn't as bad as people say it is, but I 'm glad its over. Once I get the waiver, I'll have to go back to finish getting processed, and then hopefully I will get an official date that I'm leaving!
On Friday, I got an email from the organizer/conductor asking if I had anything to play as a solo (basically the way the concerts work is that there is one big piece, and then we fill in with solos/chamber music). She was contacting me because I had initially shown interest in playing the Poulenc Sonata for one of the concerts, but my practicing has gone a little to the wayside so I decided not to pursue it. But I felt bad about backing out, so I decided to play the adagio movement from the Mozart Concerto. It was easy (ish) for me, and also easy for the pianist, so I thought that would be a good one since I only had 2 days to prepare, and it truly is a gem in the repertoire. So I got in touch with one of the pianists involved in the concert and we rehearsed on Saturday morning. I had never actually performed the movement, so it was probably good that i was doing this. The performance went really well, I was pleased. I even had enough time to work out some ornamentation! I was feeling my creative juices flowing, it felt great.
In other news, I took off a day of work to go to MEPS (means "military enlistment processing station"). I arrived at the hotel on Monday night (all paid for), and prepared for the 4:45am wake up call the next morning. My roommate was also a Navy girl, but she was shipping out to boot camp the next day. Yikes! That will be me soon! Anyway, I got a free meal in the hotel restaurant which was actually really good. In the morning, my roommate and I went down at 5am (!!) to eat breakfast. Out off all the thirty some that were there, only 4 of us were girls! Breakfast was really good, it was nice and hot, and of course, free. The bus came at 5:45 to take us to the station, and we arrived at about 6am.
The thing I noticed most about my day was how organized everything was. Yes, a flood of enlistees came in the door at 6am, but we were sorted very quickly, and there was never any question in my mind of where I needed to be at any given time. I was always given very specific instructions which I appreciated (even telling me which chair in the waiting room to sit in!). I spent all morning in the medical department - it was the only thing I had left to do because I already had a job unlike everyone else, and I had already taken the ASVAB. If you want, you can read about what I had to do here: http://usmilitary.about.com/od/joiningthemilitary/a/mepsglance.htm It was a lot. I even had to pee in front of some lady, that was fun. LOL
Throughout the morning, I met with the head medical guy several times. I grew to really hate him, he was almost manipulative with his questioning. Eventually, he told me I was disqualified medically because of some gyno surgery I had back in 2007 to zap some pre-cancerous cells. I've had negative lab tests since Feb 2008 and I'm still apparently disqualified. So lame. There is a very good chance that I can get a waiver, but its not guaranteed. So I'm waiting and hoping for right now. I really don't know what I will do if I am permanently disqualified, I seriously almost broke down in tears when the guy told me that it was a possibility. I'm hoping things will work out though.
I got done with everything at around noon, but unfortunately my ride didn't come to pick me up until after 2:30! I tried to keep a positive attitude throughout the whole thing, there was soooo much waiting around throughout the day. It wasn't as bad as people say it is, but I 'm glad its over. Once I get the waiver, I'll have to go back to finish getting processed, and then hopefully I will get an official date that I'm leaving!
August 10, 2010
Poulenc...six years in the making
Recently, I've been working on the Poulenc Sonata which has been an interesting experience. I first played the piece back in 2004 for my junior recital, I chose it because I had heard a girl play it for her senior recital back when I was a freshman. The only thing I remembered about the piece back then were the opening licks - they just stuck in my brain and I loved it!
I really wanted to give it a go for myself. So I did. I played it. I HATED IT. I was so happy when it was over and I could put it away. I haven't even thought about playing it since. I have always told people, "I love listening to the piece, but I hate playing it." I even told that to my students who have brought it to their lessons. A few weeks ago I decided to blow the dust off of it and try it again. I am pleased to say that I am actually enjoying myself very much! I finally have figured out why I hated playing it so much. I wasn't good enough. Its really that simple. The piece demands a lot of knowledge about your own sound and voicing. Back in 2004, I knew nothing of the sort, or even choosing the correct reed. I was playing on a worn out Gigliotti 2 mouthpiece with Vandoren 3's! I'm curious, but scared to listen to the recording of my Junior recital because of how horrible my setup was. Its amazing the transformation of my playing in the 3 short years it took from that point to me getting into Eastman (shout out to Abby Raymond! She's the one who got me there).
Anyways, armed with a proper mouthpiece (Hawkins R, if anyone is curious - thanks to Mr. Grant!!) and a proper strength of reed, and appropriate knowledge about voicing (especially in the altissimo register!) now my Poulenc experience has been all but positive. If I feel like it, I might post a recording...maybe.
I really wanted to give it a go for myself. So I did. I played it. I HATED IT. I was so happy when it was over and I could put it away. I haven't even thought about playing it since. I have always told people, "I love listening to the piece, but I hate playing it." I even told that to my students who have brought it to their lessons. A few weeks ago I decided to blow the dust off of it and try it again. I am pleased to say that I am actually enjoying myself very much! I finally have figured out why I hated playing it so much. I wasn't good enough. Its really that simple. The piece demands a lot of knowledge about your own sound and voicing. Back in 2004, I knew nothing of the sort, or even choosing the correct reed. I was playing on a worn out Gigliotti 2 mouthpiece with Vandoren 3's! I'm curious, but scared to listen to the recording of my Junior recital because of how horrible my setup was. Its amazing the transformation of my playing in the 3 short years it took from that point to me getting into Eastman (shout out to Abby Raymond! She's the one who got me there).
Anyways, armed with a proper mouthpiece (Hawkins R, if anyone is curious - thanks to Mr. Grant!!) and a proper strength of reed, and appropriate knowledge about voicing (especially in the altissimo register!) now my Poulenc experience has been all but positive. If I feel like it, I might post a recording...maybe.
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